Just got back from wushu. Initially I didn't wanna go today again cuz I ate my lunch too late and i was damn full! But glad I went because all the sweating and training helped get my mood back to normal.

Fk PW la, spoil my mood. Spoil my day. Spoil my week.
Sometimes friends do things they think its minor but matters alot to me actually. Like waiting for you to go home together?
I told chewy I go refill water bottle, then when I came back, she was gone already with amanda and celine. -.-
Here's how I felt: hurt that my friend just completely forgot about me. To me, it means I'm not important to this friend. When someone I care about doesn't really care about me.

Felt anger too, because being hurt makes me want to hurt that person back. But pretty much nothing I could do...thankfully after sleeping on the train ride home, I felt much better.

Sian...I procrastinated and now I haven't done my I & R , ppt slides and script for op yet -.-
Its about 11pm now... die....

BBall was fun as usual. Sigh...I really hope Darryl and Chewy can get promoted or at least Advance. I will be really sad if I don't get to see them next year =x
Hope the whole class can promote together...


Gonna pw now...cya.

Very long nvr update.

Today wasn't the best day I must say. I feel kinda sian for some reason :x
Angst and sian pretty much most of the day.
Past few days pretty happy though. Its like a gravity, what goes up must come down sooner or later i guess.

Didn't feel like going for wushu today at first because I was pretty tired and had alittle headache. But I'm glad I did! Because I made quite an improvement during today's training!
proud of myself :) I can bend my back backwards and touch the ground with my hands! too bad I can't get up after I do that cuz I too fat!

Friday get back promo results. Hope I can pass everything.

I hope tmr is a better day than today. I don't want to be sian. I want to be happy.
Hope pw can settle everything tmr!



Sometimes the even ppl that make me happy can make me feel sian and left out.

In the middle of promos right now.
GP paper 1 was good, paper 2 not so good.

Econs was okay. Did use up all my writing paper. Just hope I can get B , at most C.

Sigh. I feel like a fool. Shouldn't have given myself false hope.
Smsed her after the papers today, asked her how was econs, but she never reply =x
Either she didn't receive it ( which is unlikely) or she just didn't wanna reply ( which is more likely).

Whatever la. I don't care for now la. At least I try better than never try at all.

Can't wait for promos to end!
Gonna buy dead rising 2 play, and cant wait for bball during weekend!