Why I am thinking of her again?

Kept rolling about my bed last night...couldn't sleep.
I was thinking of her again. Thinking how it could have been...had I acted differently in the past.
Christmas is coming, so i got her something. I really am hoping she will get me something to, cause in the past 2yrs, nothing...lol the joy of giving, is to not expect anything.
So when there is something, I would be at the top of the world!

I really wish I can turn back the clock...back to sec1. yea then i wouldn't have acted like the fool i was!