I realised, this year i gain many new friends, jacob, minghao, corrine..to name a few.
But i also lost some friends this year. They change so much. From happy and smilling, to becoming so emo. why why why....I wish I can do something to stop it. I miss that friend of mine, I miss his oldself =(

I know nothing that I say will ever get through to him, that is what saddens me the most.