You scare me my friend. You really do. Sometimes I wish you would really tell me what's going on. Did I do something wrong? Or do you want to hint to me that you don't want me to be there, don't want me to be extra.
Hopefully you will read this, and when you do, know this, I seriously hope this is just one big misunderstanding. I do treasure you my friend. You know me, I would never want to be an obstacle to you or anything...never want to trouble you...never wanna make you angry on purpose.
But yea, I hope this is just my own imagination, that you have something against me or something.

...ah come back please my friend.