I hate quarrelling with the people I love...

I always end up losing all the time, because I'm the one who holds back my words,my anger.

I can't bare to hurt their feelings , but they can bare to hurt mine.

I can only cry...because I feel helpless. Because I feel sad that the people I love can be so heartless while I do my best to control the anger and recklessness inside me, for fear I might say or do something stupid.

Yesterday was the worst friday ever.