Memories are all I have left of you

Tomorrow getting my 2nd a level results.

Nervous like hell.

Worst thing is I still have to go back camp tomorrow morning and night.

Glad some friends bother to wish me luck. Means a lot to me.

First time feeling so sian on my birthday. Think it's because I can't meet up with the people that really matter to me. Met up with army friends.. But it was honestly a waste of my time.
Damn it. I've been feeling blue the entire
day.

I've got so much that I want to say to you.
I'm saddened by the thought that I'm not someone important in your life, because that's the way I feel about you.
All I want to tell you is , you mean a lot to me and I care about you.

Here's the chorus from vitamin C 's song Graduation.
" As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change , come whatever , we will still be friends forever."

I hope that's the case for me and you.

Today and yesterday I didn't have to go back camp. All I did was read manga the whole time, and frankly I felt as if I was forcing myself to read it.
Something's missing in my life right now but I just don't know what. Haiz...

There's a gap in my heart that needs to be filled.

I wonder how..I wonder why..
How come and why not.

I want to be carefree again.

It's been so long since I've felt happy..