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Today was not bad a day for me.

Sian at first about it. Tired man...eyes couldn't open. Thanks kimchi and shannen for giving me tat toberone to cheer me up. Appreciate the thought alot =D

Going home was kinda daomei, when me, bridget, sabrina and liting cross road le, then it started to rain damn heavily. Lucky bridget had umbrella, offered it to sabrina and liting but they dun1, so they chiong in the rain. lol me and bridget chiong at a much slower pace.

Took 82 with them. I was pretty sian to go home la...so asked bridget if she could forgo her naptime, dun stop, wait for the bus to loop. haha after much convincing she did. Thanks Bridget =)
We chatted alot during the long bus ride. At one point the bus like entering some ulu ulu place like that. Then bridget was kinda scared. haha a priceless moment. In the end the bus came to this pier, which i just found out to be the punngol jetty, then below was punggol beach, and opposite this beach was this place where there were alot of large machines, for crates, just like keppel. It turns out that that was part of malaysia! cool right? i didnt know we were so close to malaysia.


See the land opposite the beach and pier? thats Malaysia.


Cool pic

heh a pic me and bridget took during Aces day


Thanks bridget for chatting with me on the bus, haha i feel much better now =)
Thanks fren!

I've done the best that I can do as a brother and as a son.

I shall it up to fate.

When you believe- by Maria Carey & Whitney Houston

Whenever i think of that song in my head, a miracle does happen.

I hope another miracle happens.

I can't stand it anymore. You shout at me all the damn time. Scream at me all the damn time.
I shout at you 3x because you shouting at my mother, and you try to hit me?
and you say I shout at you, like its a cardinal sin.

Where the fuck is the logic in this world?

Why the fuck are my friends so happy...
But me....
I cry for the person who doesn't appreciate it...

Got some pics from the classblog, from sibyl's post. Pics from the class cip project. heh I starting to get more and more attached to this class :)





Some people can sleep anywhere de,


People at work, while somebody smiling at something...

lol I dunno why everybody laughing. But a nice pic =)


People at work

People having fun.



Boonkiat and Reynold helping me with the balloons behind the scenes.

Jason's Qiao Pi Gu

Sweat Sweat Sweat


Me and Zinc :) ( wow Its been a long time since i smiled so well in a picture xD)

Cool rite? lol

Advanced papers over...don't think i did very well for ss, hope for the best la. lol when miss tan seow lan said there was 5mins left , when we actcually had 15, i said quite loudly...F@CK You La
lol then ppl around me turned and look at me. Wah i hate exams in hall...so cold...make my bladder contract or something, i always need to go to the loo badly...
damn me...go home play com. stupid...hope i dun so reckless for the next 2 weeks.
STUDY!

I realise when you've shown a dumb and stupid side of yourself to somebody, that somebody will forever see you in that light. Even if that was your old self, your past, something that you are not anymore, the person just can't seem to see it. Thats the saddest part for me...=( I changed, I wanted her to see, but it seems its just too late.

I acted like a fool in the past, but now I'm not.
I want you to see you smile everyday, just like how we could last time.
I wonder, if it was the present-me and not the past-me that had fallen in love with you,
Would you have rejected me the same way?

Its not that it pains my heart now.
But because its a regret I will never forget for the rest of my life.


If I could, I would give this ring to you.
If You would, I would love you with all my heart too.
If I was meant to be with you, then you would probably be the climax of my life in school.
Sadly that isn't true.
For if it were,
I wouldn't be labelling this as a regret that I will never forget.

Wow fast, tmr is advance paper le. I hope I can do really well for gong han and bao zang bao dao.
Heroes is back! wow...waited 1yr for the new season, can't believe 1 year pass like that le.
Thats Fast.

No time to blog much la these few days? blog de also not tat interesting...go study better. cya!

Today woke up late again...apparently I am a heavy sleeper because my alarm clock like never work de. Woke up at 7.30. I still tot it was 6.30, then took sweet time to bath. =x
Suppose to meet at 8am opposite school eat some breakfast? in the end never la...
Zinc called me to wait for her at interchange just as I reached the MRT station. Damn...45cents wasted taking a bus to hougang mrt...zao zhi dao i should have just waited for 82.

Today's CIP project was quite a success =) Hope our class can enjoy more successes together.

Now I only want to claim back money from Mr Ong, because I spend alot of money on the cip materials. Damn...I am poor now -.-

Had cake after the whole thing, to celebrate Leona and Tzinyi's birthday. Been a long time since I had cake. Dun think I will have for my birthday next year anyway.
Took 82 back with kokshin, junjie, limpin, chiewyee and bridget. Received a chain sms about studying hard to exams. hehe I abit happy? cuz i was about to forward it to somebody when that person forward to me too. heh glad that we are friends.

Sian la, nid to do damn ss, then study chemistry.

But I will try my best la. I don't want to be a failure....

Today kinda lucky too. I woke up at 12.30 in the afternoon today. Tio shock because math tuition was at 11am -.-
Rushed out of my room...eh...my tutor not there. Checked fone...yuan lai my tutor's car broke down, then tuition changed to 3.30 instead. Tuition....hope it really helps. I want to score well for amath and emath!!!

Gtg...do english hw, then ss, so tmr got time to study chem.

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Tzinyi! =)

Last night I was looking through some old stuff, then I found this note that a friend of mine once wrote. She gave it to me for my birthday this year. I dunno how , I dunno why, probably because I didn't treasure the friendship, but now we no longer are friends anymore.
She is now cold to me...not friendly anymore, not to me anyway.

I wonder why did this person change? Or was it me who changed?

1st bus stop...


at 2nd bus stop...
sian le so took bus all the way to serangoon to report
finally back home =)


Today after school I kinda blur...was on the bus home, then i left my huan bao dai on the bus -.- it had my file and all the notes inside. So I walked to the opposite bus stop, hopping to take it when the bus looped. Mei xiang dao...got like 4 x 82 buses pass..i took all of them, then all cannot find =x
So I decided to take back to serangoon report it lost. Was damn bummed about it =x
Watched a bus 82 leave the bus interchange. Then soon another one arrived. Then i decided to just check and see if that bus have ornot. WAH really have sia! Damn luky....

Took the next 82 back home. finally....

Talked to gideon on the way home...its been awhile since I had a nice chat with him =)

Going to do some amath tonight. Hope sunday's cip project got no problems..

Glad that this thing is over le. I don't ever want to quarrel with you again.


Today yicheng did something very good. After ivan, justin, yicheng, weibing and me ate finish lunch opposite school...he say go central buy waffles eat -.- sounds stupid but what a great decision.
When we reached central buy waffle, koonleng and rebecca and 1 other fren, were at the dao hui shop. Then they were being pestered by these bunch of ah lians!
Koonleng and frens nvr do anything to them, then those bitches(Bs) come find trouble, make noise, keep using vulgarities. Then those Bs kept following koonleng and frens, so ivan we all just stay with koonleng and friends, if not those Bs might have done something nasty when their boyfrens come -.-

We walk back to zhss, they still follow us. In the end koonleng they all decided to just go police station. Surprise surprise, Mr Chong was there! damn heng. Then he came out, then after about 15mins, settle them. Then they gone le...

lol damn kelian la, koonleng and his 2 gal frens, verbal attack by those Bs -.-
So the morale of the story is...listen to yicheng when he say go central buy waffle. lol

Sigh, homework -.-

I go do now cya.

There are some Bitches around me, that piss me off soo damn badly. It breaks my heart to shout back at them, but it seems that it doesn't break their heart at all, so they dun hesitate.

These Fucking Bitches sometimes can make me smile, but when they make me frown,
I seriously feel like smashing their god damn faces into the ground.

Today was a good day in school. Went up stage to collect sjab award today. Went to J8 after school with Dave, Yicheng and Jason to eat lunch. The bus took eternity to come man....lol we talked about sports cars for 20mins or so...wat...larbogini, hummer, all the nice cars.

Ate at subway, which was damn expensive, $11 for a foot long sandwhich with drinks and cookies.
But it was Damn Nice =) seldom eat so expensive, so once in awhile nvm. By the time we ate finish, my stomach maximum capacity le. We walked around J8 to digest...saw many mooncakes on sale. We walked pass Hegan Dazz, tat ice cream shop. Then they had this Ice Cream Mooncake on open display. Then yicheng go poke poke the thing, see if real or fake, a moment later realise the sign tat said "Please Do Not Touch" . Damn gao xiao.

Walked to best denki, looked at all the high end stuff, then searched for a mouse for jason. In the end the colour he wanted couldn't find. Then go to the Sony shop, look look see see, actcually is just to let jason find a new laptop. lol he took the catalogue then while we were walking to interchange, he kept talking about the various models, especially one which had 2hr battery life only. " Useless la this trash. Buy for what, use 2 hours only!" tat was something like what he said.

Took 55 home with Dave. Chit chatted all the way. Showed Dave the way to take bus from there to hougang mall cuz he needed to meet Aron for tuition. Took lift up and reached home.

Today was not a bad day in deed =)

Yo! got things to blog about today le.

Lessons today was okay. It turns out now going Vietnam trip le, hehe. hopefully my parents will let me go on the trip. Got a Credit for NSWales Math, heh finally, after 5yrs taking part, I finally get a credit ...

Saw shermaine after school today, and she greeted me with a punch to the stomach...lol ouch.
After school went to play bball again...lol couldn't resist it. Yea! I seem to be on form again =)

After sweating until my shirt become see-thru...me and ivan went opposite eat lunch. Heh talked alot while eating, about his J,Z,W.

Took MRT to kovan after that to buy something. Hehe met Bridget , Jamie, Leona and Jana( spell correct?) . I met Gurmit singh too! He was there filming some tv show, then everybody was watching. Got free cotton candy too! Bridget and I leaving the mall, then met some NewYork NewYork staff, roaming around the place offering free cotton candy. We exited the entrance and met weihao too. When we boarded 82, we met Chiewyee too!

hehe today meet so many ppl de. Now I am going to sleep. cya!

Been a few days since i blogged. Wow exams coming damn fast...I am going to plan my study plan soon...follow what mr ong told us to do during ce lesson.

Hmm played basketball after school today, was fun, like on form again. Bleh this is probably a boring post. heh hope something good and interesting happen over the next few days ba!

I go slp le, gonna do geog hw later, if i can find it...

cya!

Champs!
My trophy broke after i dropped it by accident, but not fixed le thanks to superglue. hehe
hehehe
Me and Sir Weilong
Danger Duckies!






Mdm siti and us
a photo of mdm candy taking a photo.

jiat!


Yesterday was the zone 5 dinner. Lasted from 4pm to 11 like that. Came back damn late. heh gtg le, nid to do ss and physics hw. cya

Objective for today: Finish physics. Finish Emath
Objective for tmr: Finish chem. Finish Amath. Finish Geog.
Objective for sunday: Finish SS. Finish any other homework.

Hope i complete them on time.

Today went back for final amaths erp in school. Met kokshin on the bus today, heh what coincidence. Reached serangoon, then me and kokshin hungry, so went to buy waffles first then strolled to zhss.

ERP was not bad...finished 3/4 of my amath hw le. Though still left alot of practice papers uncompleted, and almost all my holi hw havent do. Plan to finish emath tonight. Then chem and physics tmr i suppose? saturday ss? haha my masterplan.

Today was cool! heh miss azreen smsed me during erp to tell me to check my email, its abt 8ppl from zhss sjab being interviewed, by tv i think.... Because the logo design competition, we sent in one of the most in singapore! hehe So I inclusive cuz I was incharge of getting ppl to send it in.

After ERP went to eat lunch opposite with justin,ivan,dave and weibing. After lunch I had a crazy idea. Convinced everyone to go kovan bowling. haha not bad , had quite alot of fun. I got strike two times in a row man! somemore still is like a pro , got the BANG sound.
Went upstairs the place to play pool. Heh not bad, quite fun, though I quite suck, but can try again next time.

Went back home, slept, dinner, hcl tuition. Today's tuition was very constructive too. Copied down a format for bao zang bao dao. heh got that then exam confirm no problem! =)

Overall today was a great day i guess.

Blah blah blah. These few days I seriously thinking too much into ordinary things.

ERP, then go mac eat lunch with limpin. Had math tuition after that. This was one thing that made me happy =)
Seeing my laughing so much and smiling alot during tuition. Talked alot abt tv shows and etc while doing work. Glad I made full use of the lesson this time. I now remember how to do factor theorem, remainder theorem, long division, solving trigo questions.

Hope to complete more hw tonight?

heh gtg lo. Going talk to shermaine on fone in awhile. Long time nvr talk to her le, nid to catch up =)

Sigh...I know why my life is in the dumps again. Always like that de...some point in time, I just start to feel so moodless le. Feel like the world collapsing on me. Feel like I dunno my friends anymore. Feel that the future looks bleak...Feel damn pessimistic.

I really really feel like giving up on myself because it so easy. But I really know this is the point of no return if I do give up.

It is precisely the fact that I am giving up, being lazy, not giving in my best, that my life seems so crappy to me. I wonder why people suddenly seem so distant from me, and I realise I am just thinking too much. I find that I got nothing much to say to people nowadays, maybe thats why people think i kinda quiet? heh guess so.

Right now, all I wish for is for this moodless me to return to my usual self. Wish that I will find some kinda great motivation for myself. Wish that I can smile more. Wish that I not so lazy!



For every night, dawn will come. For every sorrow, happiness shall follow...hopefully.