Thursday, October 29, 2009

Emaths over. Lost 5 marks today for paper 2. But I think I'll probably get my A1 ba.
Sigh...english probably B3 though =(
Amaths I MUST GET A1 .
If not my plan to go to anderson jc will be ruined!!!
english B3
chinese A1
emath A1

so far = 5 pts le -.-
so either chem or phy need at least A2
amath need A1
history or ss/geog need a2
only then i can get 10pts.
dammit...i haven't really studied for my humanities...at this rate,
both humanities might get b3 -.-

ENDURE. by next thursday i will be free! sort of la
cya

Sunday, October 25, 2009

I have no idea why...but I feel scared. Really scared.
Just yesterday I was still full of confidence for the O lvls...but now...haiz.
Seriously there's a weird feeling in my chest...

I need to stop hoping that this feeling goes away, and do something about it instead.

cya. good luck to everyone taking olvls.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

lazy arrange photos in order. tired like FISH. Slept about 3am last night? woke up at 6am. was actcually damn reluctant to go ah.. but none the less i managed to make it to the toilet and bath. Listened to Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx while showering. haha singing it really boosted my spirits somehow. haha really don't regret going to school today.
went to ne corner at 7am, waited for Toh to come, then we wait for Mrs wong to come help us with our geog. lol damn funny! the national anthem and pledge we kept laughing , haha two silly idiots.
Lol we took alot of silly photos today. With Mrs ngiam, haha cuz i found he with spectacles damn funny.
then Toh managed to take photo with mrs koh and mrs lim. lol damn funnny!!!










After Toh left, i went to the library and met louis and the guys there. Mrs wong was at the library too after awhile, and i managed to settle my level marking for geog. pretty happy. I would say today was good because i managed to get venice globalisation and stalin essays marked, and they scored pretty well.
However...I didn't really do much actcually, because I was wrecking my brains to try and figure out how to do the s.ea. nationalism essays.
Humanities now left these things to do:
1. Practice SBQ
2. Practice Hitler Essay
3. Practice point marking for geog and finalise level marking for geog.
4. Settle Nationalism
5. Settle Rise of Facism in Japan.

Hais...hopefully can make it la!
byebye i gotta go do my amaths and sleep!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I feel helpless.

I feel hopeless.

haiz.....

basically my humanities is NOT PREPARED AT ALL.

I feel alone like never before...

Giving up seems so easy. but then I know thats not an option.

Someway Somehow I will make it through...I hope.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Today , 16 october 2009
I graduated from Zhonghua Secondary.

It seemed just like yesterday that I entered this school. The four years in this school have really changed me in many ways.

I was a pretty kaobei,guailan guy in sec 1. haha always losing my temper. That hot-temperedness of mine probably pissed many people off. Sorry!

Luckily I met shannen =) my first true friend, who not only tolerated me, but helped my get rid of that ugly side of me, hehe thanks alot shannen!

My reason initially to join sjab, haha was because it was disciplined, i wanted to keep fit and i wanted to learn something new. But sjab was much more than that. I am happy to have met all the people in sjab. I learned to be more resilient. My first sjab training camp, it was pretty tough for me. I will always remember the dinner on the first night. We were all at the canteen sitting upright and straight and nobody was talking.
I remember looking out into the basketball court, and I was thinking, "what have I gotten myself into...if the first day is already this tough, how am I going to survive the rest of the camp?"
But in the end I did, and I learned this saying from the officers.
"Tough Times Don't Last. Tough Men Do "

The ncos and officers really helped build up my discipline and toughness. I also made great friends in sjab. First Aid Competition ( FAC) training in sec 2 was also damn tough and tiring. Almost everyday me and the ambulance team had to stay back and go for fac training and I usually reached home at 8pm with lots of homework left, and tired. very tired. Its probably the reason why I usually fell asleep in class.
To me, shaobin alfie zhenwei ruihan li shi ellice cindy serene cheryl franchesca janicia , you guys are great pals! I hope we can always meet up every year and just hang out =)


lol i am very tired right now...drowsy flu medicine making me want to sleep..

In conclusion, sec1 sec2 years was great. There wasn't really ssp then. I remember usually the guys would always ask, ''after school want play basketball?'' but in sec3 and sec4, most people would ask , ''after school got ssp ma?''
I became more tough, resilient and less hot-tempered! I also learned to be more happy too =)

In sec 3, I got know some friends better. like Corrine Toh! haha weird that we didn't talk much in sec 1 and 2, but in 3e3, we became great friends! =)
Tzinyi too! you and your lameness, your sillyness, really make laugh.

Its like, only when I entered sec4, then I started to become really close to all my friends. Then I made new friends too, friends that I never imagined I would have. haha they are the people in 4E3 . At first I thought that I couldn't mix well with the everyone in the class, but it turned out I was wrong. Glad that I'm wrong. haha.

After going to zhonghua for 4 years, I've changed in many ways, and also made so many friends that have made these 4 years the best years of my life. I remember in primary school, I didn't really have much friends that were close to me. I didn't really know how to be likeable.
But now , when I look back at myself, I'm happy.
Happy to have friends like Toh, Zinc, Shannen, whom I can always talk my problems too.
Happy to have sjab friends whom I can always depend on no matter what.
Happy to have friends in my class that make every day a blast.
Happy to have friends to play basketball with =)

My 4 years in zhonghua has been wonderful!
I will never forget anybody and any moment in that school!

From My Buddy Shannen =)

From Bianca =)



From Mrs Wong Check Siew =)
From Corrine Toh =)
From Miss Kaur
From Rebecca =D
From Chingmay!
From Zinc! =D

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haha i think this is a pretty cool photo









Me and Jun Jie 9 years in the same class!
Hehe me and my two good friends!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

3 more days till graduation.

Time sure flies...
On friday I shall write a post on everything I remember about my 4 years in zhss. =)

Today was productive i guess. normally i would straight away chiong home and sleep...wake up , get distracted by computer and then do abit of work only and sleep very late.

Today I decided to stay back in school to be more productive. Although I only completed chemistry olvl 2008 paper 2, its still better than nothing. I struggled alot with sbq during night study...haiz...i used to be so proficient at it. I had planed to do alot of sbqs today, but in the end I never. I just couldn't resist doing the chem paper , anyway mrs lim was in class in the afternoon to help answer any questions i had.

I guess I have to really chiong my sbq tomorrow, cuz its part of ss , modern world and s.e.a.

Then I will study my ss essays. venice and globalisation.
At the same time, i need to maintain my geog by doing one school paper, and then I have to do amath and emaths too.

Physics and chemistry i'm not very confident , damn scared i might get B3 even though I more or less can do the past year olvl papers, I just need to memorise the definitions and everything.

Good night!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I find it sad. I find it pityful. I find it ironic.
That I don't really know my sisters at all. The way they are at home, is definitely different from what they are outside with their friends.

I hate this sia.
I wish I could be happy at home like how I am happy when i'm with my friends.

SIAN

Tuesday, October 06, 2009



Lyrics
As a kid, I never stopped

Searching for a great treasure

I had a map in my mind

That I knew would lead me

I had to find my way to that place

Before someone could beat me

The promised land was in my grasp

And I wouldn't let go

My only dream...

I won't stop chasing it until it comes true

But if the world ever changes

I'll call out your name

We could return to the time

When everything's the same

As long as I'm with you

My memories won't fade

Waiting for that one true dream...



Anybody who knows me well enough knows that I am a BIG fan of One Piece, I love the manga and anime as much as, if not more than MLTR.
I happened to listen to this song from the anime recently, a pretty old song. The slideshow of pictures from various points in the story together with the wonderful song, made me realise why I love One Piece so much. Why I love it more than any other jap manga/anime.

The story is about Monkey D. Luffy, who's dream is to be the Pirate King and obtain One Piece , the ultimate treasure. He meets many people along the way, some of them joining him in his adventures, becoming his Nakama (Japanese for CloseFriends,Crew.)

It has plenty of action and fighting scenes which keeps my heart racing. Yet there are plenty of moments that really make me laugh like a madman.
Also, every single member of the strawhat crew has a tale to tell. At some point in the story, every single one of them have cried their hearts out.
This anime revolves around themes such as Friendship, Perseverance and Dreams using Comedy, Action and Sadness, and that's what distinguishes One Piece from all other animes and manga. The story is simple and the emotions of the characters are easy to relate to.

Haha I know I sound like I doing some kind of book review, but I simply love
One Piece so much. So take a look at the video above, and enjoy the music, see if you like it. Go check out the manga too if you have the time.

http://www.onemanga.com/One_Piece/

I know it seems abit discouraging that there are 500+ chapters ( the story hasn't finished ever since it was first created in 1997) but think about it this way, if you read the first few chapters and love it already, you got a few hundred more chapters to slowly enjoy!
haha its such a great manga, that over 170million volumes have been sold already.
So go check it out! and if you love it, talk to me on msn and we can discuss endlessly about it xD