Haiz. My life is over. Now I'm just praying I can get into NUS faculty of Arts and do Japanese Studies. My grades I hope is ABB. A for econs. Hopefully B for chem and math. Don't think that's very likely though...hopefully chem can get B la. I'm pretty sure math will get C. Haiz...fuck la...tuition this past 2 yrs, in the end math gonna be a C . Don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
Fuck......feeling damn depressed now. Don't know what I'm gonna do with my life if I get more than 1 c for alvls. If I can't get into facualty of arts at nus, then probably I'm gonna have to do social science at smu. Haiz Haiz Haiz...so freaking depressed. :(

Chem maybe B, likely C.
Math likely C.
Econs maybe A, but could be B.
Geog maybe B, but could be A.
GP maybe A, maybe B.
If only math didn't let me down. HAIZZ. Then my life wouldn't be this fucked up.

Wish I could get results before going army.
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Suddenly don't feel as depressed le after talking to Gideon and my sis about how I'm feeling. Especially my sis cuz she convinced me that the Indictive Grade Profiles on the university websites are not really realiable.
Haiz hope its true.
Just wanna do japanese studies!

Sian...I wish facebook and twitter was never invented. Then I would see my friends on msn more often. I seriously miss the good old days of just seeing a friend on msn and just saying hi for no particular reason. Sometimes I just feel so lonely when I'm home cause I've got no friends to talk to. Sms feels weird to say Hi out of the blue, and conversations can get pretty dead pretty quickly :(


Tomorrow is the last written paper for alvls. Econs paper 2. Feeling pretty confident for it. Hope I can get A .

Been reading this really really good manga called Yankee-Kun to Megane-Chan. Seriously love it! It really makes me laugh and every chapter is so enjoyable. Too bad it hasn't been fully translated yet, even though the manga has already ended in japan. Sigh...
This has become my 2nd all-time favourite manga . One Piece is 1st of course. Holyland is 3rd.
Sigh...wish there was somebody I could share all my favourite mangas with, and disccuss with them all the stories and all. So rare...

I seriously wanna learn how to read japanese, so that I can read all the raw manga out there and not have to wait for ppl to translate them to english.

I spent the whole day reading Double Dexter instead of studying econs. The book is really good!
Can't wait for the next 3 days.
Tomorrow probably going out with friends after econs paper. If not I can always just go home and play Skyrim after I get it from chi ho.
Tuesday playing bball with the guys. Wah finally man...been so damn long since we played. Just hope it doesn't rain.
Wednesday, haha nothing much actually except wushu at night. Pretty sian that I probably can't finish what I'm learning by the time I go for NS.

Bye.

Did damn badly for math today. lost 30plus marks. fuck man..10marks could have been save had it not been for a careless mistake. FUCK FUCK FUCK