我真的很幸福 !

Seriously.

Today was teacher's day and aces day. Happy teacher's day to all my teachers! past and present!

Aces day was pretty fun too, shall post pics another time.

The reason why i said i am very fortunate , is because, my parents are so nice!
See the watches below? I am getting the red one! Its a $120 limited edition watch! then got free MLTR t-shirt and can get to meet them on thursday night! =D




This brings me to another point.

Last night i kept thinking about it.

I know what's going to happen to me if i continue to slack.

I need to face up to reality.

I don't want to cry on results day next year.

I don't to be filled with shame,guilt and regret when i collect my results.

I don't want to put up a glum and sad face when the whole class is celebrating together!
Mrs Koh today said, that she would bring the whole class out to dinner on results day to celebrate. I want to be smiling and laughing , just full of joy on that day!!!
I now have more than enough motivation.

I must face up to reality. I will give in my best. Its not too late, I know there's still time.
For my life, For my future, For my happiness, For my parents!!!

Its finally a friday. Actcually I think its really pretty fast...
8 weeks left till olvls!

Just came back from jogging. I jogged 7 rounds in 1/2 hour! lol thats pretty lousy timing. But since its my first time running again since the 2.4km run...must train sia...i don't want to have nafa problems in jc.

Damn shuang sia the cold shower i took after my run...the best feeling ever.
And after dinner I'm gonna be eating Yummy Yogurt!
haha i think thats what motivated me to run today.

Gonna use the weekend wisely to study ss. bye!

Just came back from night study. Was okay la...didn't study that much at the library. Damn it, i couldn't understand my ss at all!!!

Today wasn't really that great at first. Don't know why, but I just felt pretty moody. Didn't have much reason to smile or laugh in the morning. Added to that was the fact that I had difficulty with emaths paper during lesson. plus physics too.
It poured pretty heavily in the morning...and I though it was just like my mood. My spirits were dampened.=(

Fortunately after lunch it was much better. Finally stayed back today to do work. Then went opposite to eat with the guys.

Now I'm back home and pondering what to do next...chem or geog or ss or history...hmm...
Hopefully i can settle history and ss during the weekend, because the exams are next week!

ARGH I hate myself.

For the past 3days, all i've ever done is nothing compared to what everyone else is doing.
Most ppl got go night study or something, but me, i just go home sleep and slack! -.-
Shit sia, I MUST start studying le.

Damn scared for my ss and history now.

Now i only have confidence for amath and emath because those are the only subjects that I really know my stuff...sian.

Physics and chem...not that good, humanities worse! everything forget le.

DIE.

Tired. I want to sleep right now. My eyes lids feel as if they have weights attached to them...wanna shut. But no, I must do my work! Then at 8pm i have to meet liuxin at toapayoh, go eat subway for dinner!
Thats the plan anyway, hope I follow it.
Today felt like a pretty good day leh, haha i laughed alot today, chatted with friends alot, like in class with everyone, then on bus back with kokshin. haha taking bus with him is pretty enjoyable because we always have something to talk about.
Okay I shall go do work now, haha supposedly, but i know in 10mins or so i will just lie on my bed and nap.

Lazy blog...

Not a very productive saturday. only finished amaths paper.

Went to orchard with liuxin for dinner. ate a japanese place, pretty good!
After that window shopped alittle...and gone home . Thats all...nothing much really.

Gonna slp now. cya

Today was a great day!

Happy Birthday Miss Tan! Forever 18! =D

Had english olvl oral today. Haha went pretty smoothly i guess. Hopefully its above 30plus, like 33-34 /40 .
Tired. Really really tired. Just now went to buy my dinner from this popular curry rice stall near my house. Queued for 20minutes! Just ate finish it, but i'm still pretty hungry.... -.-
I gonna go sleep now...too tired for anything else.

I find it weird sometimes.
At times we're close as hell. But usually we aren't even talking at all.
Is this normal? I mean, if we're that good friends, why is it that almost everyday in class we don't talk at all? I know its not your fault...its just the way it is la.
I don't really understand it , but its too late to change le anyway.


Another matter is troubling me...
Its all because of that weird logic of mine -.-
Now I don't know what to do! Should I just make a move? or should I just erase that thought...
Should I just wait and see how? or should I do something now before this boat sails in the wrong direction.
Damn, this hesitation and uneasiness is sapping my confidence...and taking up precious space in my head. =( especially at a crucial period like this...before prelim2 and olvl.
Its always like this...is the person just a friendly person?
I think I'm just like Ted Mosby from How I Met Your Mother, thinking too much, expecting too much.
Forget it, just see how la...don't want to jump the gun.

Today while on the bus with kokshin and dave, we saw the grossest Singaporean ever!!!
We were taking bus 82 home then we sat at the back of the bus. Then there was this middle aged fat guy sitting opposite us. DAMN DIGUSTING
He picked his nose alotta times, and wiped it on the window ALOTTA times! The same spot where people always lean their head against the window to sleep!
-.- somemore still he sitting at the seat that i usually sit!!!! -.-

wow wow wow
I wasted yet another weekend away -.-
Now its 10.46 pm and i still havent completed my chemistry papers . Luckily there's still 2 more weeks till prelim 2. Hmm...but i think my humanities need to start studying more le, lately i've been focussing on amath and emath only.

Haha below are two great motivational posters! from barney! from the show How I Met Your Mother. Damn hilarious show. Great motivation!




going to burn lots of midnight oil tonight...lets hope its worth it.

Today wasn't that great a day. Was looking forward to basketball after school, but..it wasn't really enjoyable at all because of the fact that i seldom got the ball, i fumbled the ball when i got it.
Can't really blame people for not passing sometimes.
Though its pretty annoying if there's a person on my team who doesn't pass to anyone at all. I mean like, sure you can score alot, you're having fun, but what about others? -.- Whats the point of winning a match when you're the only scorer.
Sucks to play with people who only know how to solo. No hard feelings though if you happen to read this.

That was one of the reasons why the day sucked.

Luckily there was subway to compensate for that. Went to J8 to eat subway with jacob and yicheng. Haha pretty appetizing.

I realised today was one of those days when my cheek muscles just couldn't really put on a smile.
Words run dry from my mouth. I just want to sit down and enjoy wind...
I'm not sad or anything, but I sure wish there was somebody to cheer me up. Sms me or call me, or just talk face to face. Anything would do. Give me a reason to smile and laugh.

Finally my internet is working again! =)

Wow! I've finally found someone on this earth who has identical taste as me!
Loves almost all the songs I love ! =)

"She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all."

hehe thats from her blog. Cool right!

Damn. I am tired. I wanna sleep now...cya

Today was a pretty great day.
For the first time, ndp celebrations was great! pretty fun and high, when we all stood up and sang together! Memorable!
Was suppose to have geog ssp, but yea, i skipped through it because got sjab promotion excercise. haha too bad i didn't get promoted

Went home to change, then went to ion's swensens to eat ice cream buffet with sjab people. Thanks mdm candy for the treat!
haha over 50 flavours to choose from! then still got 1 for 1 offer, so it was pretty worth it eating there.

Pretty tired , so i went home after that le. Haha damn qiao, met my primary school classmate lucas on the mrt. At first when he came over to sit with me, i was wondering, who's this guy who is saying hi to me? haha took me 5seconds to realise. We chatted, and caught up with each other. one good thing about going to the same primary school? we stay near each other, so its pretty easy for us to meet up

Damn i am tired...going to sleep now. byebye