Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Sigh....today morning I came into school feeling damn depressed.

First my father scolded me for a small little thing while in the car. After that he angry angry, then exploded all his problems, health problems, work problems...
I feel like a damn lousy son, I am powerless to ease his or my mother's pain...
Too young to work for them to retire early, not a doctor..can't cure their health problems.
Worst of all, I can't even give them good results to be proud of. -.-


I'm 15, my sisters are 20 and 21, my parents are 44 and 49, it would take me like 10 yrs? to complete my education? only then I can maybe work? Then my parents nid to work for 10yrs more??? I don't want that..........................why can't we just strike toto sia...win big then they can retire for good and rest.


Why is life so damn unfair?

From now on, I am going to give in all my effort to get good results. No more slacking man, whatever pain or how tired i am, its probably 1% of what my parents are going through.
I can, I will, I must!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Today I went to watch lishi and the rest compete in faq, aka first aid quiz. Met quite a few familiar faces. First saw Sir Wee eng when i was crossing the road. haha long time no see, we chatted all the way into the HQ then he left le. Inside HQ, i saw mdm siti, sir qing jun, mdm hong jin, mdm jeslin, mdm candy. haha all ppl that help shaped my sjab life. Saw Sir weilong too, my advance course group instructor. haha at the end of the faq, i went over and gave him a hug. haha, long time never see these ppl le, i feel like giving each of them a hug sia.

Walked to marina square with lishi,zhenwei,ellice,cheryl and franchesca. Ate at long john's silvers. the ppl working there all bin chao chao de , then service so slow too ...tsktsk.

Now i'm back home. Plan to do my english hw, do some emath, then study s.e.a. history.
Cya, dun forget to tag! =)



















































haha dunno why i suddenly felt like posting all these pics. I realise, photos let us remember the past, it also helps us remember the happy times, the reasons why we are able to work so hard everyday , just to savour those rare happy moments again!

Life is full of happy moments, must work hard for it though! =)

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Saturday again. Though never go out or anything, at least I had the chance to sleep. Its been so long since I slept in continuous 8hrs of sleep. Next week only have 1 test, which is history sea test. I really need to do well in this test , if not i really really disappointed in myself le. Hehe nothing much to talk about today. Maybe another day post would be longer la.

thanks for reading =)
gtg for tuition le.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Today got back chem test results. Got 16/30, so lant -.-
Emath also lousy, 18/30, then journal 5/10

Sigh...when will my results ever be gd again?

Went to do podcasting after school. Haha had fun doing it. Me and liuxing took many pics on the imac, many of them damn funny. but i forgot to bring it home though.

Tired , everyday is tiring, my current goal , is to get enough sleep and still do homework.
Tmr got sjab meeting too, sigh............


gtg, thanks for reading this =) remember to tag.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Cool sia ! racial harmony day! I luv days like that, because can take lots of photos with people =)

I actcually got post yesterday, but then i rushing work, so i think i closed by accident. Anyway today not much homework, just came back from playing bball.

Heres some pics taken yesterday =)


2e6'07! =) lol i looking at the wrong camera...






3E3 08!


3E3 08!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Take it slow
Take it easy
Love will come
Love will find you

Don't rush too much
Don't fall too quickly
Love will search for you
Love will embrace you

Don't drown in lust
Don't lose yourself in passion
Love is patient
Love takes time

Take it one step at a time
Take it one moment at a time
Love is steady
Love is lasting

Don't rush in
You'll only drown
Love is built
Love... is friendship first


I found this on the internet, and I think it makes a lot of sense =)

Today is my mother's birthday. Happy birthday mummy! =)

Saturday and so sian. Waiting for my tutor to reply my sms. I asked her to change the timing of the tuiton to 4pm today instead of 3pm, becuz I want to go buy racial harmony day costume later. Dunno can ornot...Then going to china town, I could probably get a simple present for my mother.

I wish I knew what to do. I wish I knew how you feel.
Closer than we can ever get, it seems like something we never had.
Time will tell, Fate will speak, at the end I just want to see you smile.


Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I feel like such a failure....amath:11/20 ss: 12/25 ( Only person who failed....) HCL: 29/100
(so lant!)
At least my physics yesterday i think i did ok. But thats all la!
I feel damn suk....my mum's birthday this saturday, then dad's birthday next monday....what kinda lousy son am i....get such crap results. =(

Today went to eat mac after the el test. Then walked backed to school to meet shermaine. lol i call her the horny little angel, then i'm the honry little devil. Helped her with her geog , then went to buy bubble tea and waffles with her. lol wah i abit fat ah...eat le then my belly feel so big...

Took 147 home. Went to cut my hair at this hairstylist saloon that i spotted as i was walking home. haha looks rather nice now.

Sigh...tmr chem test. I hope i can do well la!
haha oh ya, spotted mr ong when me and shermaine walking to buy bubble tea. lol he give a grin when he saw me and shermaine. I hope he didn't think slant ah....


haha cya! remember to tag!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Woohoo!
Got 5th postition at nfac today. Was rather surprised, cuz we all thought that we did a bad job, especially me =( lousy leader. My footdrill i gave lousy commands....but still get 40/50! then the highest score in other teams was just 42/50 only. so if we had zhenwei, probably get best in footdrill le!
When we did the long case, there was this woman who went around screaming like a mad woman: I am in pain....ah.....very pain........what happened to my friends.....blahblahblah.
Then i tried telling her to calm down, for about 10mins like that. Then i finally lost it, and said: Can you shut up?
lol then alot of the spectators laughed.

Hmm....when to eat pasta mania with the girls. Then on the bus ride home met tiffany. talked talked talked all the way home.

Truthfully I thought we would get last position today. heng nvr =)

So much work to do. So little time. Still need to study for hcl test tmr. At least one burden off my shoulder le.

Hope for a better tmr.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

We can't do it well, we can't do it right. I can't give good commands, I can't give them properly. There are high chances of me screwing footdrill up, saying the wrong command, but what the heck la....If only we had zhenwei...

But that isn't an option that will become available. Give it all we've got la i guess.

Jiayou! My team and I will do our best, and end this once and for all without regrets!

Friday, July 11, 2008

Why is my life so daomei all of a sudden. SS and amath test do so badly. Sprained ivan's ankle. Then now...zhenwei not in fac team le. I probably will have to take over as the 1st man role, be the team leader. Haiz....if only zhenwei can take part, then we will give our 300% effort! This sunday is national first aid competition, don't want to get last place! Tmr will be going back to sch to train 1 last time.

Wanted to spend tmr afternoon studying and resting...
Seems that things dun go according to plan de.

Believe in miracles, and it could happen.

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

lol wah. I realise not alot of ppl tagging my blog le, haha maybe nobody visits this blog anymore?

Anyway, next week will be a hectic week, full of tests. This sunday is national fac. Haiz, get it over with. Dunno whether can perform well ornot? lol i like forget all my skills le, rusty. Probably will be my last major sjab commitment.

Amath test tmr. I go study now, drank red bull to get some energy. I MUST do well in the amath test, or my mum will say: Why do so bad? I thought you got maths tuition already?

Wah.. then i also nothing to say la.

Cya and take care =)

Thanks for reading.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

I hate to make my friends suffer. I am sorry for making you suffer.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

I realised, this year i gain many new friends, jacob, minghao, corrine..to name a few.
But i also lost some friends this year. They change so much. From happy and smilling, to becoming so emo. why why why....I wish I can do something to stop it. I miss that friend of mine, I miss his oldself =(

I know nothing that I say will ever get through to him, that is what saddens me the most.

Friday, July 04, 2008

左右分不清....thats what I can say about my oral exam. I didn't know whether 左 is left or right...lol I guess guess wrong. Suppose to be zuo, i go say you. -.-

Haiz...so much hw, so much sjab work. where is the joy in my life...

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Wanted to post yesterday de, but I fell asleep or something.
Today not bad, I guessed I smiled alot =) but got some things that made me frown, especially seeing my friend sad. I wrote a note for that friend of mine, hope she isn't that sad anymore.

I think most people wont really wanna admit this but Mr ong actcually better than last term le. We wasted 1 whole chem period arguing with him about the sitting arrangements in class. lol if it was last term, he probably would have go siao siao after 10mins.

I can't wait for racial harmony day, can take class pic together with every1 in costume =)

Tmr is chinese O lvl oral. Heh....I must do my best!