Whew..back from excercise. Timing for 2.4 was 13.38 =x
Sian. At least got try la...did 25 tough sit ups...slowly go up, then slowly go down...
10+ pull ups. Hopefully i can train in time, during nafa do 5 pullups.
I just read an online article...and i realised, running once a week is not enough!!!
Argh...i'm not motivated enough to do more than once sia. How...

Recently installed this game called h.a.w.x , fly aeroplane de game. Very fun! played with liu xin and louis via lan.

Weather damn hot these days...and i eating ice cream almost everyday, i think i getting hooked onto it...

Tmr is the start of another week. I will survive!

School is getting more and more enjoyable day by day. If only I had felt so since sec 1.

Tired. Going to sleep well tonight, then tmr not going fac training. Come home, settle chem and amaths!

Went to sjab hq today. Abit dissapointed at first. Wanted to buy cpb badges, then i read a sign on the shop's door " Closed half day. Annual Leave" -.- Luckily some kind people from the office came over and opened the shop and sold the stuff to me. Spent 1/2 hour plus inside there.

Ah i go sleep le. Cya.

Today went jogging in the evening. The sky was gloomy, just like my mood. As I walked towards the stadium, it started drizzling, then I wondered if I should just go home since I was still under the block of flats. Luckily I decided to go jogging anyway.
I realise exercise actually takes about 30mins can le. 15mins to run 6x400m . 15mins go do pullups and sits ups.
The rain didn't stop, quite intense actcually. Tried to do pullups...try la, then I ran in the rain. Just as I finished, I could see a damn nice rainbow in the sky. That rainbow became my motivation, did the sits ups and admire the rainbow at the same time.
I watched that rainbow disappear as the sun set, and light faded away from the sky.

I think life is something like that. Sure there is the rainbow after the rain, but when the sun is gone, ultimately the rainbow will fade away into the darkness.

Just forget it.
Its not the first time anyway...
End.

I wanna erase that image away from my mind.

Why man Why....

Haiz...saw something disappointing again. Some friends sure know how to disappoint me, particularly those i consider close to me.
Glad you are happy my friend. I guess that's all that will ever matter.

Glad to have received your sms =)

At least i know abit more now.

You scare me my friend. You really do. Sometimes I wish you would really tell me what's going on. Did I do something wrong? Or do you want to hint to me that you don't want me to be there, don't want me to be extra.
Hopefully you will read this, and when you do, know this, I seriously hope this is just one big misunderstanding. I do treasure you my friend. You know me, I would never want to be an obstacle to you or anything...never want to trouble you...never wanna make you angry on purpose.
But yea, I hope this is just my own imagination, that you have something against me or something.

...ah come back please my friend.

Today was the last day of the sec 4 motivational camp. Damn I am glad I came today for it. It was great. I learnt more about my future path that I want to take. I also learnt, to get there isn't going to be easy. Treat failure as a learning experience. Change strategy, and try again.

1 Life . 1 Opportunity. Zero Regrets.

I guess, to reach my target, I really have to depend on myself. Words and advice can only get me so far, motivated only. The rest is up to me !
To be self-disciplined. Work Hard. Don't be lazy. Resist temptations to slack. Think before you act, because all actions have a consequence. I really enjoyed the talks and everything. It has really helped!

After the whole thing, me, shaun , huafei and dave went to chit ann's house to watch the man utd vs liverpool match. Boonkiat and jacob joined us later. Dinner was great! thanks chit ann!
Played pool...played wii..until the match. Ah dun talk about the match la. Lose then lose. Most importantly we still leading la -.-

Walked to ang mo kio with boonkiat from chit ann's house then we took 165 back.

Ah I wanna go sleep now. Tomorrow I am going to study chem!
nites

WAH! I survived today! Dunno how i did it but I did!

Damn. My chem sux. I don't understand shit...

Everytime chem lesson, my body go into automatic drowsy mode...eyes wanna close. Amaths lesson too -.-

Chem test after school was a killer. Gonna fail again ba...

After test, me and lishi went to canteen to see if there was fac training. Don't have, so we saw miss tan chye i , then we went over to chit chat with her. haha. Been awhile since i talked to miss tan. glad to have had the chance today =)

After that played basketball with yiheng. lol we damn lame, say, if you can score this, man utd win epl, liverpool win champions league. lol vice versa.

After tat walked to interchange with lishi and 2 sec3 council de friends. Made new friends la through li shi, thats good.

Wah now i wanna sleep sia. Bye!

Just got home. Today's weather was great! windy, cool. I hope everyday like tat.
Today english lesson not bad, I gained confidence for my english oral. History not badd too, got 19/25. And I was expecting just pass because I never finish essay.
Great day. But chemistry disaster...lose all energy, then half sleeping half staring into the whiteboard. Scribbled rubbish that can't be read onto foolscap.

After school fac training was ok too, at least they showed willingness to learn.

Now going study chem! I don't believe from now to 12, got 3hours plus I can't study!

Not to forget, tmr is My buddy Gideon's birthday! Happy birthday bro!

Its really too bad tat we cant meet up, next time ba , after Os!

Back. Ah I'm pretty lazy to blog, but basically, I have work to do.
Today was a great day la actcually. Hopefully more days ahead that will be great.

Why like I dun have much fun outside of class?
During sch hours can talk and interact with plenty of friends. But after school...seems pretty boring. Priority is to sleep or something. Ah its been awhile since I had a long chat with anybody.
I sure wish some chance would come soon.
Something that can give me a reason to smile like the sun.
Someone who can give me reason to be happier than usual.

Otherwise, I really don't know how much longer I can last. I cannot always look forward to fridays only. I need some other motivation!!!

Please Please Please!

Another week is about to start...
Sigh. I have completed almost all my hw already, but I have not studied yet.

Nothing much to blog about. My thoughts...

Yesterday my cousin had a surprise birthday party for his 21st birthday. Ah but I didn't get him anything. I think I should get birthday presents for my cousins too? Sooner or later I will realise how much I treasure them.

Ah I go do work le. Cya..