Friday, January 30, 2009

I realised how important the olvls are...
Don't do well...thats it, my life will turn in another direction, a direction which I'm unclear of, afraid of.
I Must do well! So that I can choose the path I want to take in life.
Don't do well...then my path will be chosen by the moe...by people that work there and know nothing about me, and don't give a damn whether I get to the jc I want or not.

Slept alot today. Going to study now. cya!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I need to concentrate...

Concentrate on finishing all my homework.

Concentrate on studying.

Concentrate on making the most out of my saturdays and sundays.

Can't Get Distracted.

Can't Be Lazy.

Can't sleep only.

Can't think too much about things that aren't important.

Hopefully I can be happy everyday? Many reasons around me to smile, probably some I don't even realise.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

CNY was great! =)

I don't think i will have much time to describe it.
Briefly: -grandma's cooking was great!
-met my extended family!
-played tai di!
-got advice from my uncle about commodities

Shit...got history and hcl hw left. Then still need study ss. How? I thinking of chionging history, then study what i can for ss.

cya.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Damn it la...parents quarrelling for dunno what.

Hope by tmr it will be over...

Tmr is going to be a free but probably uneventful day.
Don't think going out with anybody. Thats kinda sian...
Still feeling a bit disappointed over cca points. got 22 only, can't get A1 yet.
Wah..life seems pretty boring these few days...
I seem to be engulfed in flames of loneliness and waves of moodiness these days...

I wish there is someone whom I can seriously talk to, go out with, have a great time with!

Sian...left the room to great my parents , only to find my dad shouting at the top of his voice -.-

Damn....

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Was feeling pretty sad just now. Decided to go for a walk.
Walk walk walk...then I saw this familiar figure, and i realised it was my chinese tutor!
I was suppose to have tuition today, but I forgot about it.
My that kind of mood...no mood study, no mood tuition at all.
So I decided to walk my tutor home, since she lived quite near my home. Along the way told her why I was feeling sad, then she told me her own story, and told me plenty of stuff that made me feel really better. Seriously, if I didn't meet her just now, I wouldn't be so relaxed right now, not so carefree. Thanks alot!

All in all, the problem that I faced has been solved! =)

Now I can concentrate on my physics!

Another tiring day.
Slept at 2plus last night watching Obama's inauguration.
Hopefully my days are not always so shag all the time.
Amaths test was easy for me, since i got study.
After that ss. Enjoyable doing the ss sourcebased with guan zheng.
Went for fac training after that, helped out here and there.
Took 101 with keying after that. Had a good time chatting with her again =)
Met my cousin Ling Jia on the bus too.

Sigh...Sigh...Sigh...
Something is bothering me.
Sigh..Sigh...Sigh...
I want to ignore it, but I can't help it if my heart feels heavy.
Sigh..Sigh...Sigh...
I realise I'm not doing enough as a friend anymore.
I sigh because I know for the next few days, I probably will feel this way.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Toh, Me and Ruihan =)
Me and Ruihan =)
Lol Presidential Treatment



Today was the best birthday celebration i ever had! =D
I don't care if its belated even!
Thanks to zinc,yanling and shihui for your cd, i'm listening to it right now!
Thanks to shannen your card and chop =)
Thanks to rebecca for your cute handphone keychain =)
Thanks to keying, Toh and ruihan for your cards and the panda softtoy =)
Thanks ruihan for planning all it for me!
Thanks everyone who sang birthday song for me!
Probably the best birthday ever!

THANKS!

Sunday, January 18, 2009




Heh Thanks cousins for coming over and bringing me a birthday cake =)

Its my birthday...yet I feel more sad then happy...
Got a wallet from my sis, pretty nice. Thanks!
Here's who to thank for wishing me happy birthday: corrine, ruihan, shaobin,lishi, candy, hongjin, gordon, shannen, zinc, keying, chiewyee, yanling, and nevin,liting and peishan who just called me to say happy birthday =)
Thanks alot!

Many tell me to have a nice day, enjoy it..sadly I won't have the chance.

I'm hanging on to whatever optimism I have left in me.

Today is a special day, so I hope something special really happens.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

16 Years Old now. Hmm doesn't feel that Great. Seems just another day la. Going to do alot of homework, won't have time to go out celebrate or anything la tmr=(
But birthday smses really put a smile on my face =)
I guess that is enough ba for me. Maybe exactly a year ago I might have wanted something more or what, haha but the me now is different.

But i got to admit la, Jan 18 2009 will probably be one boring day for me. Homework are my presents. Don't think i will be having a birthday cake or anything...maybe one in my dreams later ba.

Hope this year will be the best year of my life so far!






Cousin's Gordon, Keegan, Stella and Arnold
Cousin Samantha


My cousin the MCee
The Happy Couple =)!





Today went to the Four Seasons Hotel for my Cousin's wedding lunch. First Time I really see 2 people, take their wedding vows. Heh CONGRATS MR AND MRS CHAN! =)

The lunch was great, mainly because I had the chance to talk to my cousins and relatives again. Then next week cny , got another chance! hehe =)
Had a chance to talk to my uncle today. He's in the commodities business, trading wheat,flour, rice etc to earn money. 10years from now, I hope I can be in that business too! Have that kind of job!

I feel so tired right now...later going to finish all my chem and ss homework, then tomorrow concentrate on amath.

1 more day! =)

Friday, January 16, 2009

Just came back from dinner with sjab ppl.

Wow, i really love fridays, because lessons always seem quite short. Favourite subjects, history, hcl and english all in the same day.
Have alot of homework...mainly LOTS of AMaths, and chem, then got ss essay too.
I counted today...the amount of time i spent outside home today is 15hours! thats...alot.
Training was interesting today, because got some sec 1s come and try sjab out. Seemed like they really might be part of zhsj pretty soon.

After training was the nice part. haha. Went to mac eat dinner with...shaobin,lishi,franchesca,cheryl,sir ben, ellice, alfie and zhenwei. Cool...damn long nvr chat with them over dinner le. Really hope got more such dinners this year..since next year little chance le.

Reached home about 10plus? Pretty late..and I'm dead tired. Tmr got my cousin's wedding, hehe I can't wait to meet all my relatives and cousins =)

Oh yea, Happy 16th Birthday Rebecca! =)
2more days for me.

cya!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

3 More days! =)

Lazy to blog about today la..
I know chem test confirm fail! haha but nvm...when get back i just have to seriously go learn and understand.
Luky today, because I have only 1 hw really, which is physics spa. I just want to get it over with and sleep.

Hope tmr will be a good day la!

Saturday is my cousin's wedding, can't wait to meet my big extended family! =)

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Sigh...today kinda sian day for me. I have to blog quick and then go do amaths.
Came to school with these amount of homework left: ss mindmap,ss newspaper article, english summary, chemistry.
I really hate it when i have overdue work to do. Last night from 12.30am to 2am i did 2 english comprehension and summary. damn shag, 2am plus sleep -.-
Today I target 12am sleep, so at least have 6hours of sleep.
Left class in a hurry to the hall for the eagles award thing. Met ruihan and other people there.
After that during presentation, i sat beside ellice and we just chit chat.

Go up stage...take envolope then leave. lol i am pretty dumb la, the envolope not sealed on one end, then i stupidly go and tried to open the sealed end.

Too tired to pay much attention during lessons...somehow managed to complete all my homework before lessons end. By 2pm, I had only 1 english summary left, which i just anyhow do...cuz i had to go for some survey thing.

After survey came back to class for amaths peer tutoring...which i still havent completed all the questions, left 2. Damn it sia, fac training hasn't even started and i am so tired le? How to cope...
I want my 9points for olvl...3A1s, 3 A2s. Then minus 4 points get 5. I want!

I know I cant just say I want and not do any action...grrr...

About 4pm like tat went to j8 with boonkiat, yanling and tzinyi. After that shi hui joined us.
Wah...damn it, i still havent buy my school shoes yet. My favourite converse type of shoes not in production le..-.-

Took a crowded 55 home. At first I had a seat, then after about 5bus stops, there was this lady standing beside me. I see she looked pregnant, so I offered her my seat. lol I very good right?
After that then i realised...she not pregnant, just fat. LOL. no offence sia, I wanted to ask her if she was pregnant first before offering my seat, lol but i scared she paiseh...

Came home...folded stars, then fell asleep till dinner. Woke up...dinner...then felt abit less tired le.
ok i go do work now.

cya.

Monday, January 12, 2009

A1 A1 A1! =D heheheh I got A1 for my chinese! Damn happy because i can use it for L1R5!!!

Damn spoiler though. When i was in the hall , before the talk by the principal started. My last yr de hcl teacher , zhang hong, came to me and said: " Yi jia, gong xi ni!" lol!!! wah...then i ask isit A1, then she dun1 say ,then faster walk away.
haha in the end yea, really A1!!! =) hehe thanks alot ruihan for being there when i took my result.

Played basketball. Wah daomei , everytime shoot , will either airball or hit the rim and bounce out. zzz...but something amazing happened today! i scored 2 times using layup/qie ban. haha never before sia... i think after 3yrs , i finally know how to layup le =D

Took bus with keying home, chit chatted on the bus as usual. wah... damn tired now. but got stupid english homework to do...plus ss...plus chem. Going to go do english comphre now...damn it sia, i did the work last yr le, but i think lost it ...or i passed up to miss ling le...zzz.

anyway, overall today was still a great day!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Woke up 6am today for flag day at sengkang sec. Went to meet alfie and shaobin and sengkang mrt. We took LRT from there to 1 stop. lol damn stupid sia...we not sure where is the sengkang sec, then on the LRT got these school de ppl, wear blue, then we tot is sengkang sec de. so we followed them. Almost reached the school then we saw " North Vista Secondary" -.-
Eventually we found the school la. Met some other ppl there that i knew , claudia,chinhwee,jason, and shaobin de friends.

After signing in and taking the tins, the 3 of us took lrt , then mrt, to farrer park.
haha there the people so damn generous...we walked into the coffeeshops ask for money, then almost always everyone donated. Even foreign workers donated. Cool sia the people...
lol we went around mustafa looking for donations too. The security guards themselves donated too!

About 9plus, we went to eat porridge at this coffeeshop that alfie recommended. Even the stall lady donated when she brought us our porridge. Generous ppl =) thanks alot sia!

After eating...we all not much mood to ask for donations le. So we went to take mrt to vivo, then back to sengkang...1/2 slept on the train...
Met jason on LRT again. lol can't believe it, my tin actcually quite light.

Went home after that...damn i want to sleep!!!

But i got maths tuition at 3pm . sigh.........

and I hope pigs talk or diet more often ! hehe =)

Friday, January 09, 2009

Today had cca orientation. hmm quite successful ba i suppose, everyone gave their best for it. Talked to parents until my mouth dry also sia...
lol got something interesting happen though. I was going to ask this parent whether she wanted me to introduce to her what sjab was about. lol then she say no need, because she could remember what i told her at the school open house last year!
Can't believe she remembered me! hehe...
Then she kept praising me. Miss Azreen was there, then she told miss azreen I was doing a great job. lol i damn paiseh sia....

After the whole thing ended...I could have joined the rest of the yr4s and sir ben and sir calvin take the ambulance go back hq, then eat dinner...but nah...i want to do some amath, so i got questions to ask my tutor tmr. Anyway I wanted to take bus home with keying, heh long time no chat with her. Walked to interchange with keying and jun jie. Then at the interchange met more ppl, dave, bianca. Saw jingloon and benjamin too. Saw many people exchange ezlink cards for the new one too.

Had a great time chatting with keying on the bus ride =)

Sigh...now cca orientation over, still got fac training for yr3s and 2s. Its going to be just like last yr =x stay back late into the night. Hopefully they treat this training seriously, then at least it will be worth my time.


Gonna start doing some amaths now...got to wake up tmr for flag day at sengkang sec.

Today...lol i go eat dinner first then come back blog la.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Woosh...another day pass. Great day for lessons..though i half-asleep during emath. After school chem spa...hmm didnt do very well i think. hehe amaths quizz passed by 1 mark =D
After school played more basketball, helped out alittle with sjab booth. Otherwise nothing much...
oh yea...my legs cramped and cramped during basketball =x
Met benjamin on the bus home. hehe long time no chat with him.

Sian...i wanna sleep...but i need to do amaths today, so i got questions to ask my tutor on saturday.

Saturday morning got to do red cross flag day at sengkang sec. lol na me qiao , mr gavin lee is in charge of it i think. Wah...go do homework le la.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Another day has past...wah..olvl chinese results on monday. I can't wait ! I want get A1!
Birthday in 11 days! hmm gonna be 16 soon, I think I better start being abit more mature...lol seriously.

I think I pretty lazy sia...during hcl lesson, not only did i not do my hw, i didnt even do the classwork! I just copied the answers on the screen and passed up...=x

Last night I couldn't sleep, then i was contemplating about my studies...how to manage my time well. So I got out of bed and drew out this time table on a piece of paper. As much as possible, I will try and follow it. Homework, then dinner, then revise then relax. Gonna give it a shot!

Damn proud of myself today =)
Its been months since I last played basketball...then today, I got back my feel! At first not very good, miss miss miss.. played with faris. Then sometimes in, sometimes miss...kinda sian
Then after that, I kept practicing! Then wah...like 5plus in a row? haha thats an achievement for me le! Played till my whole shirts soaked with sweat...then went to find sjab ppl. shaobin,alfie, zhenwei and lishi were training the yr2s...couldn't help much so i went to find the yr3s. Talked to them about fac training...etc etc... I hope the talk really helped=)
After that the yr2s and us had a welfare talk. lol chat alot....
Then footdrill abit more, then went home.

Okay now I shall finish homework undistracted!

Monday, January 05, 2009

Today was a great day in school in my opinion. Brought my dad's laptop to school for sjab meeting after school, had to get the key to sjab room from zhenwei to put it inside the room for safekeeping.
Bought water from canteen since i didn't bring my bottle to school today. Hmm....during hair-check on guys , the hair at the back of my head not slope...so...cut by tmr or get 2 detention. zzz

English class was great! haha. At first when my name wasn't called out for any of the first 2 bands, then i got pretty worried...shit...isit i not band 1 le?
Then left the class with reynold yongquan liting they all...to 4e4 classroom. haha go there then realise thats Tagore! =)
Woohoo! I bet I won't be bored during english lessons anymore thanks to Shannen and Kimchi sitting beside me!

Meeting after school with sir calvin quite good. Hopefully with that, the open house can go without a hitch and attract lots of students. Left the meeting at 5pm to cut hair...

Went back home, bathed...then suddenly dozed off at 6 and woke up at 8. Wanted to go sir ben's house take cpb certs, ah...but i sian le la. Tmr then i go take. Damn, better finish amath homework tonight!!!

Grr...you lousy friend. Always say other ppl so F up...turns out you are the one la! These other people willing to help me when i need it, but you....you see your mood first. If only everyone knew what kind of a person you truly are. -.-

Damn daomei, my aircon leaked, and dripped into my tv -.- dunno got problem ornot.

Sian la, tmr gonna be a long day.

Friday, January 02, 2009

First day of school damn sian =x
So many long talks in the hall...made my butt hurt.
New form teacher mrs koh..seemed kinda those no joke joke type de.
After school had sjab. Not bad sia today...after shaobin told our junior the proper timing that he should give, suddenly the drill improved like siao! got 1 solid band sia...I damn proud. lol
After dismissal of cadets, had meeting with miss azreen. lol damn funny sia the meeting, kept joking about alotta stuff...haha stuff that are probably bad karma.

After that went mac for dinner and meeting...sigh...9pm then end. After that I had to take bus with sir ben to his house get open house stuff...zzz
10pm then leave -.- damn #!@# late sia. I tmr still got tuition de leh -.-

Ah nvm...do my best la. Go do hcl olvl paper now...cya.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy New Year =)

My New Year's Resolution, is to be not Lazy Anymore!!!