Thursday, November 26, 2009

Today really wasn't my day. Damn dao mei -.-
Here's why.
Today went to give out flyers for a tuition centre tat bridget introduced. Then i was suppose to give out flyers at yang zheng with this girl, I can't remember her name. She's about my age.
Pretty sian la, giving out the flyers. Then at some point in time, she called her boyfriend to come help her with it. At first tat guy seemed pretty okay to me, and rather nice.

But then....about 12.30 like that, the guy got pretty fed up giving out flyers and wanted to leave.
So I asked him to just pass to me the extra flyers that he had...then he didn't want to, and he dunno why got pretty pissed and then he just gave me a whack on my left cheek -.- zzz....
My spectacles flew out of my face la. Wasn't that pain though....
My first reaction was, what the fuck ?
I considered retaliating la..but the guy was bigger sized than me and looked rather fit. lol so i would probably lose a fight anyways..
In the end i didn't fight , and one passerby helped me find my spectacles for me.
I've experienced going berserk before , I was so damn mad , I seriously felt that I could kill somebody. But for some reason this time , I didn't feel angry at all. Its like...I found that there was no reason to retaliate. I know this probably was the right thing to do.

So after the slap in the face, I seriously pondered. I knew what I had done was definitely the smart choice...but I still felt kinda sian, cuz I knew I wasn't strong enough to do much damage to that guy anyway.

Surprisingly, when I went back to the tuition centre in Buangkok to give back the extra flyers and collect my pay, the guy was there waiting for me. He apologised, but I could tell he wasn't really meaning what he said at all, and probably it was his girlfriend who wanted him to do it. His reason for hitting me? cuz the weather too hot and he got very irritated and lost his temper -.-
What bullshit sia...

After this incident, I've found my motivation to excercise. To get fit, To get stronger, so that I don't appear weak to assholes who think that they can push me around.
And I am never going to give out flyers again.
I should have just listened to my dad and followed him to the IT fair today, instead of doing this stupid job.

byebye, I going to sleep. Damn tired.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Today was an eventful day. Fun, and not lazy!

Went to jog in hougang stadium with Toh at 7.15am . Lol like sai sia me. I ran 7 rounds...then I couldn't make it le.

After that Toh came over to my house to watch movie. LOL in the end she watched her taiwanese drama, while i used ps3 to surf net on my tv and read manga.
By 10...I got too sian le and I slept till 11.30.

After that went to Toh's bus stop with her, haha and we chatted about alot of stuff and missed alot of buses that she could have taken. I sometimes find it easier to talk to somebody when I'm taking walk with them or sitting down with them outside.
About 3 like that I went over to shaobin's house and met the other sjab ppl there.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENWEI!
We played alot of wii. And ate dinner there too. Thank's alot shaobin's mum!
After that we played truth or dare. pretty fun =)

A great day! byebye i going to sleep. maybe If i got the energy I will go jog again tmr.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Sorry for being an asshole today. I shouldn't have spoken like that.

I am getting lazier and lazier...lazy to blog even.

byebye

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Lazy blog about the whole class bbq.

lol to sum it up, just like any other bbq, never eat much de, but still pay the full price. But not anybody's fault la, got alot of ppl also never eat alot. My Thanks to the people who helped with the barbequing of the food.
Glad to have been there for Toh.

Stayed over at yongquan's house with dave, yicheng, bridget, sibyl, limpin, junjie, jacob, weibing and louis.

Got home at about 7.30, then i bath and slept at 8. wah...so tired... never sleep at all at yq's house.
byebye i going to sleep..
oh and my mum told me that she bought fake china iphones. hahaha

Monday, November 16, 2009

Wah i am feeling damn lazy...
played Dragon Age Origins for the past few days...luckily i finishing that game, then i don't have to play it for the rest of the holidays.
Yesterday went to Gordon's house at east coast for cycling. LOL cycling isn't easy at all man....
I borrowed his dad's bicycle, lol its a pretty big mountain bike, and the seat was damn high! although i was told that the height was just nice. lol i wasn't used to it at all, because both my legs couldn't touch the ground.
But cycling in east coast park was fun! The wind blowing on my face was pretty relaxing.
Haha the bicycle was quite good, I finally learned how to cycle with 1 hand! I Damn noob. Gordon know how to cycle with no hands even.
We cycled back to his house just before it rained, then went for dinner. haha thanks for the whole day Gordon!


Need to excercise soon..and play computer less!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Woke up today feeling full of energy! slept at 11.30 last night. At first couldn't really sleep...but eventually could la. The best part about sleeping long is that you get to dream long too.
After waking up, I didn't feel sad at all le! haha maybe i just had to get some rest.

Yesterday after chem paper, I went home to change then went out again to kovan to eat lunch with janicia. lol i was suppose to pass to her the forms for the sjab dragonboat, but i forgot again...
After that I went to chitann's house, played pool, mahjong there . Pretty fun there =)
At night, we went chompchomp in serangoon gardens to eat. It was pretty crowded and we couldn't find any seats at all. But we waited patiently for about 5mins, then got seats le.
haha we ordered sotong, stingray, carrot cake, ommelette and bbq chicken wings, damn shiok!
After chitann left for home, me yicheng weibing and dave decided to walk home. haha in the end I managed to walk from serangoon gardens all the way to my door step.

The cooling weather was great for such a hike home too. =)


byebye I go play com!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Sigh...I wanted to share my day with my friend, past few days never had much chance to talk to her at all. So I asked her if she wanted to talk on the phone, but she said she couldn't because she was playing facebook game. Maybe I should have told her I wanted to catch up with her...that I wanted to share with her my great day today.

Sigh...I guess its not her fault. I guess its like maybe I treat our friendship to seriously le la...and I expect too much... I expected that she wouldn't reject me, and without hesitation talk to me on the phone.
Ya I feel rather disappointed la...and afraid that maybe I might not be that important a friend to her.
I know I'm probably just thinking too much, so why does my heart feel so heavy right now? Why do I feel rather sad right now...

Sigh..I wanted to blog about the great day I had today...but forget it la. Tomorrow then do.

If you're reading this, it really isn't your fault, its probably just me la. so don't worry.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Full history paper today was abit challenging...though the essay i could have done better if i had studied..
thatss all la..lazy post la. nothing to post.
byebye

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

TIRED. EXAUSTED. WASTED. SHAG.
Thats how to describe me right now...since monday, I've not slept a night at all.....
Tuesday was history, so i had to stay up the night before to study it cuz i wasn't prepared..
I only slept from 6pm to 8pm that night. Then from 11am till 3pm after the history paper.
Next day..which was yesterday, I slept from 10pm to 12pm, then never sleep the whole night again...studied geog and physics.
LoL today physics like shit. probably can't get A2 even le. lucky everyone felt it was abit tough too.
Geography...wah at least what I studied got come out...although I had to ''smoke'' my way for the development question.
lol ya ss screwed up. geog probably too. but luckily history modern world was pretty okay, at least I got confidence for that.
Just a few weeks ago I was asking myself, why the hell did i take full history....
haha now i know the reason.

byebye i go sleep!

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Haiz haiz haiz...
Never felt so screwed in my life.
I'm hoping very hard that somehow I can get an a2 from a science and a a2 from a humanities.
PLEASE!!! I need it to get into anderson!
The next 4 days will be one of the toughest days of my life thus far.
But tough times don't last, tough men do! I will survive!