crap. I just realised how little time I have left to study for term exams.
Panicking now...
Feeling the stress and pressure and it really sucks.

Haiz damn bloody sian. Each week past by like nothing like that.
Damn sian of school. No mood nor energy to do my math.
Just hoping Friday faster come. Then sat tuition can clear all my math doubts.
Past 2 days in sch and at home have been fruitless.
2 more weeks till terms...
Chemistry haven't sit down really read and understand.
Economics also the same.
Geog just need listen during lectures.
Gp dunnid care at all.
Math got tuition...heng ah. I don't understand vectors and complex numbers..

Damn it la. If the next few months are gonna be as sucky as the past few
Weeks, I'm going to cry.
It's like the 2 weeks after cny weekend felt like the worst 2 weeks of
My jc life or something.,
I miss J1 life like mad!!! So much more free last year.
Feeling the stress this year. Not as if got alot of homework.
But the moment I don't understand a certain subject, I start to panic.
But when I try to study, i'm like totally not productive at all...
SIANNNNNNNNNN

No mood. No energy.
I'm starting to hate school for the first time in a long long while.

This Saturday resuming wushu lessons.
I like wushu, but I don't know How I will be able to cope with
It every wed and sat if I'm already struggling right now.

Good night.
W

We're still good friends. But the difference now is that, I now see you guys in a different light.
I think its pretty clear how important I am to you guys. I guess our definition of friendship isn't all that similar after all .
I thought close friends share their problems with each other. Close friends trust each other. Close friends don't make each other feel left out. Close friends don't say one thing but mean another.
How close we are as friends is shown through our actions.
Disappointed because it isn't the first time that you all have kept something from me. The reasons for keeping it from me, in my humble opinion , is bullshit la seriously.


Just woke up from my nap. Aiya i actually don't care already la. like really don't care.

If I don't care anymore, it means I don't give a fuck anymore.

Dunno why but I just had the urge to wish all my gal pals happy valentine's and tell them how much i still miss them, and still love them :)

Last sat at chitann's place was great. Even though i lost $50 to blackjack, at least I got to see my close friends again.
Today's valentine's day! Thanks huiern chewy liyun claire zhiling for your gifts :)
Was quite surprised though after school today at the concourse when darryl gave liyun a jar of hearts.
I guess I'm always the last to know everything. Which is kinda sian.

I miss having someone to talk to.

Heard the song 情非得以 on the radio when I cut my hair just now.
The chorus is really how I'm feeling right now :/

...'' 只怕我自己会爱上你　不敢让自己靠的太近 ...."