Fuck la....i just realised i pulled my hamstring.Today during pe I tried to stretch to the sides, and I felt a sharp pain between my thigh and my butt. Seriously hope this doesn't affect my wushu . zzz
Angry at myself.
Shouldn't have asked my friend to help me with my forward split during last saturday's lesson. Not his fault. I never tell him how much to lift up my back leg . Only when I felt a sharp pain in the nerve in the back of my thigh did I tell him to stop.
Hope this isn't permanent. I see online websites, they say it takes about a month to recover fully.
Haiz... I think I will ask Mr Ong about it tomorrow.

And my forearm has been aching since Saturday. Sian. Then today still had to do 6 sets of 3 pullups during pe. Then running was screwed up too.

Gonna study now. Make full use of my time.

Here's an update on my life.
Boring...sian...I somehow don't find school as enjoyable as before.
Don't have to think too much actually.
What matters now is I need to concentrate on studying. Don't get distracted.

But still..... I'm pretty sian that so long never play ball or see the guys le. Plus claudia ofcourse.

At least for this term I end early almost everyday except wed and thurs.
Mon 1.50 , tue 2.10 , fri 1.30

Just came back from the shower. damn blur. Washed my hair with soap just now.

Haiz. I guess I just miss talking to someone close to me. Talking as in like one to one. Used to have more friends like that, but they've mostly drifted away. Then acjc also don't really have such people. Maybe there are, but there's too little time to really get to know them.
Glad I still have janicia and claudia whom I'm still pretty close with. hahaa both happen to stay in serangoon I realise.


Go do chemistry le.

31 weeks till Alvls.

Sian. I seem to have wasted most of my march holidays. Nevermind. Still got Friday Saturday and Sunday which I will devote solely to chemistry. Specifically organic chem.
Past few days pretty sian. I miss all my friends :(
Sometimes I don't like the holidays because it means I don't get to see my friends everyday.

Gonna study abit and slp. cya

Tomorrow is my term exams. Got GP and Econs tmr.
I seriously never touch my econs at all. I just read through the notes last night.
Damn it...
Spent 2.5 hours having math tuition today. In total I've had like...6 hours of math tuition this week already. Hope it's enough.

Guess I got to last minute chiong econs tonight...haiz...

Damn it I feel sleepy...

Just 4 more days...and then I can use the march holidays to catch my breath.

Just came back from wushu.
I'm stinky but I'm happy. Wushu never ceases to cheer me up when my mood's down.
I guess that's probably why I've been feeling sian almost everyday since the cny break. There wasn't wushu since cny break until last sat.

While having dinner after wushu, i told my mum my term exams next week probably cmi le.
Then she said nevermind, just make sure A lvls not like that.
Hmm yea that's probably true. I think this is like a real wake-up call.
About how tough the road to the a lvls will be.
I've seriously wasted this whole term. I need and must use my march holidays to really catch up on my subjects.

I'm seriously at an all time low. I just hope I can climb back up soon.

I feel damn fucked!
I ponned school today to study math. It wasn't a success at all. So many questions I don't know how to do. FUCK. When I can do, i scared i waste my tutor's time and my time by having tuition. When I can't do, I feel damn useless and stupid. Haiz...tuition in an hour's time.

I need motivation man...

Still got chem. Still got econs. Still got geog.
I'm screwed la.
next week exams. FUCK

I hate 2011.
Hate that my studies suck.
Hate that I seem to be falling behind.
Hate that things never seem to go according to plan.
Hate that time seems to fly.
Hate that every moment I use to relax is another moment I have less to study.
Hate that I must choose between study and play.
Hate that I'm busy, friends are busy and we can't play bball as much as we used to. Hate that the Alvls coming.
Hate that this year is probably the last year that I will be able to learn wushu because I must go army next year. Hate that I can't find the time to exercise regularly.
I hate that I've drifted away from my once close friends.
I hate that I'm an underachiever.
Hate that I procrastinate.
Hate that life isn't as carefree anymore.
All these are the reasons why i truly feel my life sucks right now, more than ever before.